and i am 21 years old, i have been having sp for the past 2 days. and i really do not know what triggered it or anything
.but i really just needed to let this out to people who were going through the same thing..
Okay the first incident, was last night, i was in my room talking to my girlfriend on the phone, laying on my side, and we kept talking until a warmy frizzy sensation came over my body, and all of a sudden i can hear her voice but i was not able to move or speak at all. I felt as if my spirit arose out of my body, and i was able to see a dark figure in my mirror staring right at me as if he was controlling everything that was happening to me. And i was still able to hear my girlfriend talking, but for some reason she was saying';baby why are you breathing like that'; and i really honest to god tried telling her ';babe, help me!, wake me up'; but all i was saying where just mumbles. so something outside of my house made a big noise, and i woke up, sweating, hot, and my heart rate was extremely painful i can feel my chest moving really fast, and for some reason i was really angry at her telling her ';didnt you hear me saying help me?!!, why didnt you wake me up';, and all she would say was ';babe i heard you taking deep breathing breathes but thats it, and then out of no where you started breathing so fast that i didnt know what you were doing';.... so thats one incident
another one just happened literally one hour ago, and im serving jury duty right now, im using a computer that they have in Losangeles.
okay so i guess they let everyone go to luch like around 12:30 to 1:45, but i had fallen asleep, and was not able to get up.
Then all of a sudden i felt that warm sensation come over my body, and before i was even able to wake up, it had taken control over my entire body once again, but for some reason i had still felt concious about it, and i told myself ';okay im not gonna fight you, whatever you are, all i want to know, is who are you, and why is this happening to me';, so as soon as i asked myself that in my head i was able to feel my body twitching, but for some reason nobody tried waking me up.(stupid People) anyways, i asked my self'; who are you, please tell me'; and then this is what really freaked me out...I felt my left foot spin in a number six sorta way, and i was able to realize it was a six, and then my left foot did it again, and in my mind im thinking holy ****, please not one more, and then i swear to GOD people, my right foot spinned in a number six. I had asked whatever had taken over my body what it was, and my feet spelled out 666. That the sign for the devil, immediately, i felt as if i had woken up out of it, but i hadent, i saw myself sitting there, gasping for air, and saw my hands levitate right in front of my eyes, and for some reason i guess some guy tapped me on my shoulder, and i immediately woke up.. he told me that i had been trying to say';please someone help help help'; and he tapped me on my shoulder..i had asked him if he saw anything weird when i was sleeping, ';and this is what he said'; i saw your hands going up as if someone was in front your picking them up, and your feet were spinning counter-clock wise.
so i really hope that this is SP that im dealing wit here, becasue it really really really really scared the **** outta me
any advise would really help
thanks
Gus
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